no more deals with God

so i don't know how many times i will think that i can make a deal with God and actually have it work. like duh! its not going to happen. but i've been trying to wait patiently and i was just thinking a sweet deal would speed things up... apparently deal making still isn't effective in this way. so, here God, i'm waiting again. more patiently this time... hopefully.


so i survived my 5 days at a cabin working. things went well, lots of relaxing and not doing much... really felt like a paid vacation most of the time. i went for a walk on the beach late one night, and i wish i took my camera, cause it was absolutely beautiful, cold but peaceful. now back to the grind of home... but oh how good it is to be home finally!

and bickey, congrats on the forth coming events of your life, i wish we were closer and that i could congratulate you in person. i still love you like a sister loves her brother and completely wish that we were still best friends.