does time stop when you enter a black hole?

its like i never left, the vactaion of my dreams never happened.... how can this be? where is all the fun? where are the good laughs and the laid back attitudes? i think really i just dont' belong here any more... i miss caring about the real things in life. i miss the idea's and opinions and the things that i was completly interested in in highschool... how did i ever become so passive? where did my passions go? if this is growing up, i'm defiently stopping, that's it tomorrow i'm going to revert back to my old self... you will notice, i'm sure... or maybe you won't...